My cat is pregnant. Soon I will be grandmummy. I'm super excited and nervous about Peanut having kittens. It's my first litter ha ha. We're taking her to the vets in a week to get her checked out and all that. Not to mention we need to know what to expect when expecting.

I have also decided that I want to be a druid. It's fascinated me for a long time and now I have the opportunity to learn what they know. It's all very exciting for me. It's like a secret dream coming true. I have always been a lover of nature and a follower of the pagan path so this seems like a natural step for me to take. That and I want to help people, spiritually and in any other way I can. Since my dreams of being a doctor were crushed from a young age I have mostly given up hope. But I feel a calling for the healing path and I shall endeavor to follow it now.

Things are a little shaky between myself and Damo at the moment. I am not doing so well mentally. But I shall persevere and overcome this obstacle. I am sick of being weak and afraid. I need to do something about it all. And I will. Becoming a druid is part of it, and practicing Wicca will certainly help. But I shall do other things, like go out and spend time with my friends.

Blessed Be